i am lame. u r awesome. <3

my grandparents came to my house a few moments ago.. n so we chat about stuffs.. then suddenly my grandfather entered the topic about my artistic interest n my future as an artist. then he asked me what will my occupation be when i grow up. then i said that i'm not so sure yet.. but definitely something to do with arts n graphics.. like an illustrator.. or animator.. or something like that. then he said that i should be an architect instead. i'm like uhhh.. i'm not interested in being an architect, but rather something more fun and enjoyable like an animator. then he says stuff like animation n drawing is like for part time n like no future at all. then he began to say that 'animation' in literature came from the word 'animisme' where native people don't believe in god n that the objects all around us has souls.


i'm like yeahh.. i kno what animisme means but wth does it have to do with my possible career in the future?




so yeah i feel kinda discourage rite now.. b'coz he's my grandfather for godsakes.. but luckily my parents supports my interest.. but still.. now i feel like.. what am i going to be when i grow up.. hah.. i dunno.. i don want to end up doing something i don't like just for the sake of other people's expectation.. I want to have a career that one day when i DIE, i won't regret n i'd be damn proud because i had that job, regardless what other think. hah!! now i feel.. i don't kno how i feel rite now...


oh yeah i forgot .. i finally got 3000 pgviews.. like omg ! not that great, but still, i feel very happy .. n thank u all, for ur support u guys are the best, u know that!! n erhh.. the holidays is ending... cehhh .. cam siot jer.. n i'm still suffering with this damn sore throat. go away damn it.

oh n again, have a nice day for everyday, DA people!

hye everybody!! so how ya'll doing? good? great? hehe than thats great! kukukukuku..

i just got back from Melaka.. n ermm yeah.. it was pretty good.. there were some ups n downs of it but a lot of good things happened as well.. it was fun coz all of my family members were there n yeahh.. felt like happy family.. ( omg haha sounded so lame!!)

we went to a lot of places like this museum which was shaped like a really big ship.. n then we rode on a double-decker bus... then ate seafood for dinner.. went to a zoo.. omg lol hehe.. so yeah pretty fun eventhough my legs was tired n i kept on sweating because of the hot weather...

but there were three good things that happen during the trip.. do u wanna kno? do u ? lol why am i even asking like that..

1. i bought a manga titled 'Otokomae Beads Club/ Gagahnya! Kelab Manik'

2. i went to a mini art gallery ..i never thought art galleries could be
so fun n interesting

3. last but not least, i met this really cool WIRE ARTIST .. his name was Amroz ...i think.. ahh i forgot.. n so yeah he makes stuff like keychains, models n stuffs out of wires!! so cool! he can turn a piece of long wire into a bicycle.. or a unicorn.. or even a dragon! omg he is so awesome .. lol i got to see a new type of art... weee .. hehe

but the most happiest thing that happened is that i got a new tablet.. haa i love my dad n the tablet so much rite now.. heh .. but now that i'm back home, i have to start doing my stacking homeworks rite now... noessss.. oh well i can't have the good things all the time.. thats life for u..


ahh now i've made u read this super boring journal of mine.. heh thanks yeahh.. if u r reading it.. n i hope u'll have a nice day for everyday!

because i am soo damn clumsy n careless, something happened ... n my TABLET WON'T WORK PROPERLY DAMN IT! or in other words.. its function has gone all kooky n cronky. damn.. i'm so pissed with myself rite now.. because its all my fault.. i am so .. garhhhh.... why am i always like this? my cg-ing life is ovveerrrr....

but luckily, my dad says that we're gonna look together for a new one.. at least thats what he said a few days ago.. i juz hope he won't forget about it.. i don't want to keep on asking him about it.. coz then he'll get pissed off n my chances of getting a new one will further reach to 0%..but who knows when i'll be able to get it..haaa....

so for now, ringo will just have to sit quietly in the corner over there until her dad says the magic phrase *'lets go buy a new tablet, my daughter!'

kuuuuu... i miss doing cg.. n i'm going to waste so many precious days.. coz my SAI trial will end soon.. noessss...ahhh.. this is soo agonizing..

oh.. there will be a one week holiday next week.. so ermm yay.. gonna go on a holiday tomorrow to Melaka but we'll be back on the next day.. like waddafooook.. so short. better not go at all..

tablet my love... huuuuuuuuu

reminder to u all.. love n care for ur tablet or else u'll be feeling the same sad feeling that i feel rite now.. n i hope u'll have a good day...

OMG YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!

and another YAYYYYYYYYYY

and another YAYY.... haha lol i feel so happy loolololol i've finally finished that test! oh yeahh!! lol i'm really overreacting rite now..


but i'm kinda worried about my marks.. ahh juz pray for the best la.. haaa .. ima celebrate by watching lotsa anime .. read mangas.. and DDDRRRAAWWWWW lol haha. oh n sleep .. man i feel really sleepy rite now..



so i was wondering... do u guys know any interesting drawing/colouring competition in DA thats been going on rite now? cuz if u know, then tell me!! haha i juz wanna try my luck.. maybe can win.. but i guarenteeeeee i won't win anything.. haha i dun really care about the winning.. i juz wanna improve. THATS ALL.


have a nice day or weekend or wateverla yeah people! lol